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| Sex and Affection Anything and everything about sex and relations. Please try to keep this forum on-topic, since things tend to wander a bit. Search through old topics before posting a new one, as questions get repeated a lot here. |
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#1
 2006-10-06, 08:08
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I'm going fucking insane!
I can still taste the mint gum, cigarettes, and candy lipstick. I can still smell her hair, her breath...I can still feel her kissing my neck and clawing my back...I can still hear her talking to me, I can still feel her lips against mine...I can still feel her whole personality just running through me...and it feels like nothing I've ever felt before. I know infatuation, I know love, and I thought I even knew Love...but what I feel right now blows them all away.
Holy shit totse...I think I'm actually in Love.
I hate marraige, I think it's a fucking joke...but if this girl wanted to marry me, I'd say yes in a heartbeat. I'm actually shaking thinking about the next time I see her...I feel her right now, but shit, I want more, I want to BE with her...exist with her, as a part of her and her as a part of me. I don't even know how to describe this, and may have already, I don't know...but it feels like she knows me from core to surface, and I know her from core to surface. We're totally different, but I don't care...I want to spend my life with her, but I can't even tell her this because I have no clue if she feels this strongly about me. I think I'm going to wait a little while...but I gotta let her know sooner or later.
Please, tell me what the fuck is going on with me...I'm confused as shit about all this and it feels better than anything I've ever known.
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#2
 2006-10-06, 08:13
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CatharticWeek 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
You're absolutely fine, more fine than you've ever been in your life probably.
And it'll get better.
Enjoy yourself.
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#3
 2006-10-06, 08:24
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SGMasta No.2 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by Hexadecimal:
I can still taste the mint gum, cigarettes, and candy lipstick. I can still smell her hair, her breath...I can still feel her kissing my neck and clawing my back...I can still hear her talking to me, I can still feel her lips against mine...I can still feel her whole personality just running through me...and it feels like nothing I've ever felt before. I know infatuation, I know love, and I thought I even knew Love...but what I feel right now blows them all away.
Holy shit totse...I think I'm actually in Love.
I hate marraige, I think it's a fucking joke...but if this girl wanted to marry me, I'd say yes in a heartbeat. I'm actually shaking thinking about the next time I see her...I feel her right now, but shit, I want more, I want to BE with her...exist with her, as a part of her and her as a part of me. I don't even know how to describe this, and may have already, I don't know...but it feels like she knows me from core to surface, and I know her from core to surface. We're totally different, but I don't care...I want to spend my life with her, but I can't even tell her this because I have no clue if she feels this strongly about me. I think I'm going to wait a little while...but I gotta let her know sooner or later.
Please, tell me what the fuck is going on with me...I'm confused as shit about all this and it feels better than anything I've ever known.
Thats love no doubt about it.. You feel like you want to be with her always? feel like everything bad is pushed out of your head when your around her? she makes you feel so special? Your in love. Have fun man, and good luck.
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#4
 2006-10-06, 08:28
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
You're fucked. You are setting yourself up for heartbreak, so just remember that as good as you feel right now, you will feel 100x shittier later.
What seems great now will turn your life upside down and then drop you, pummel you, and leave you bloody.
Have fun.
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#5
 2006-10-06, 08:31
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SGMasta No.2 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by XHippie HunterX:
You're fucked. You are setting yourself up for heartbreak, so just remember that as good as you feel right now, you will feel 100x shittier later.
What seems great now will turn your life upside down and then drop you, pummel you, and leave you bloody.
Have fun.
He has got a point. But not every relationship ends out in heartbreak. But enjoy it while you can.
[This message has been edited by SGMasta No.2 (edited 10-06-2006).]
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#6
 2006-10-06, 08:51
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:I'm going fucking insane!
Uhh ohh, someone has a problem persona!
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#7
 2006-10-06, 09:00
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by XHippie HunterX:
You're fucked. You are setting yourself up for heartbreak, so just remember that as good as you feel right now, you will feel 100x shittier later.
What seems great now will turn your life upside down and then drop you, pummel you, and leave you bloody.
Have fun.
And on the pedestal these words appear:
"My name is Ozymandias, King of Kings:
Look upon my works, ye Mighty, and despair!"
Nothing beside remains. Round the decay
Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare
The lone and level sands stretch far away.
I'm a fool, but wise enough to know it. I have no misconceptions of the frailty of even the mightiest of mighty aspects in life...but if I fret of the heartbreak that is inevitable, how am I to enjoy such bliss at the moment? Knowledge of the end does not take away from the knowledge of the now.
In other words: Go fuck yourself, cunt.
[This message has been edited by Hexadecimal (edited 10-06-2006).]
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#8
 2006-10-06, 09:02
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by ArgonPlasma2000:
Uhh ohh, someone has a problem persona!
I love you, really, I do. That gave me more fuel for the fire of joy that's burning inside me right now. 
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#9
 2006-10-06, 09:11
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XHippie HunterX 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
Lol. However you want to look at it. But i just want you to remember that I predicted doom.
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#10
 2006-10-06, 09:18
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CatharticWeek 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by XHippie HunterX:
Lol. However you want to look at it. But i just want you to remember that I predicted doom.
The moment is all you have. It'd be a sad life to live that cautiously.
He might very well get his heart broken and feel 100x shittier.....
Then he'll fall in love again because he's learned how to let his heart go and he'll feel 200x better.
Love is the ultimate rollercoaster ride of being human, and to shut it out is to miss out.
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#11
 2006-10-06, 09:22
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UnknownVeritas 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
Good luck, amigo. It's probably better to fill her in sooner rather than later. That way if the feeling is not mutual, at least you'll know for certain.
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#12
 2006-10-06, 09:23
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by XHippie HunterX:
Lol. However you want to look at it. But i just want you to remember that I predicted doom.
It's not a prediction, it's an unavoidable fact...but so is death, but am I supposed to be worried about dying? God damn, if the future is why you live, then you should kill yourself. The future is always one day ahead of you.
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#13
 2006-10-06, 09:25
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by UnknownVeritas:
Good luck, amigo. It's probably better to fill her in sooner rather than later. That way if the feeling is not mutual, at least you'll know for certain.
I have a strong feeling it is mutual just from how we are together...but 'I love you' is just a very strong fucking phrase, and even if she does feel the exact same, acknowledging it to herself might be more difficult than her showing it to me...ya know?
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#14
 2006-10-06, 09:31
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pianoSpleen 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
Sweet chemical insanity...
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#15
 2006-10-06, 09:33
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UnknownVeritas 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
I know what you mean. I've just found that holding back usually leads to disappointment. Ha, the story of my life.
Anyway, I hope things work out. You need someone to keep your dumb ass in line, right?
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#16
 2006-10-06, 11:34
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by UnknownVeritas:
I know what you mean. I've just found that holding back usually leads to disappointment. Ha, the story of my life.
Anyway, I hope things work out. You need someone to keep your dumb ass in line, right?
That's what police are for. ]:0
[This message has been edited by Hexadecimal (edited 10-06-2006).]
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#17
 2006-10-06, 17:52
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
quote:Originally posted by SGMasta No.2:
He has got a point. But not every relationship ends out in heartbreak. But enjoy it while you can.
commiting to a relationship is not only a commitment to love, but also heartbreak.
you've got to accept that it's going to inevitably happen at some point going into it.
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#18
 2006-10-06, 18:36
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lauren7249 
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Re: I'm going fucking insane!
Why don't you clue her in to how you feel, and figure out if she feels the same way? If you like her this much she's worth the risk.
[This message has been edited by lauren7249 (edited 10-06-2006).]
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