uhhh.... well it's interesting how this started really.

i've been openly homosexual for like 3 years now, i look at gay porn like men all that shit...but i havent had any physical contact with anyone in a year or so.

Anyways, this weekend a 'straight' guy i was friends with (always knew he was gay, but he was best friends with my best friend, so i was friends with him) came out as a 'bisexual', invited me to join him on a drunken voyage to west hollywood (gay town los angeles), and ended up on top of me.

since then its been so weird for me, we send weird gay text messages, make out when we're together.

but the weird thing is, he is so very aroused, and i cant even get a woody! And ever since this weekend, i havent been interested in masturbation either! I dont even think about sex!

So today we were humping eachother (uuuggh. i know) and asks me if i will fuck him, and i was like....uuuuh ive been gay for years now, i should want to, right?

so i rip open the condom, but im not even fucking hard enough to roll it on. wtf?

so anyways, it just spiraled into this really weird situation with me just wondering if i have been absolutly insane for the past years and convinced myself i am madly attracted to men. mabye i came out too early?

so yea, i told him i 'felt bad' and i wasnt 'sure he should be doing this'....wtf? He used to be a homophobe who would shriek at the mere thought of GAY and now is throwing himself on top of me asking me to stick it up his behind, and I am feeling guilty and grossed out?

anyways, i just wanted to know, does anybody know any people that were homosexuals and then reverted to heterosexuality? but i used to claim i was always a homosexual....

any response, just talk to me people, my friends at work and i have no one to relieve myself too.

Just think of fucking him in the ass as revenge sex for him being a homophobe.

But i dunno, maybe you just arent attracted to him that way and dont want a sexual relationship with him. Thats what it sounds like to me.

I used to be in your situation, although it varies with my mood, get a bitch/man combo, it works.

A sexuallity to me doesnt' seem that you can convenienvtly 'revert' back and forwarth. To my understanding you're either straight or gay, I dont believe in between.

So, I dont know. You've probably just confused yourself about your sexual preference and you're not exactly sure who/what you are exactly. So in essence I dont really have anything usefull to contribute. Perhaps laying of the sex and actually find out your preference more so than rushing into it.

So faggets don't just have limp wrists eh?

Sounds like you've got yourself some thinking to do. Good luck.

This has been educational. Thanks for that at least.

THIS THREAD IS GAY.

How do you feel about women?

quote:Originally posted by Cloaked Dagger:

How do you feel about women?

This is the most important question.

I have a gut feeling the OP is turning asexual.

I don't think it's very easy to convince yourself you're something you're not, sexually, especially when what you're convincing yourself of isn't the societal norm. I'm not saying it's impossible, you could be asexual, or you may not be comfortable with some aspect of your sexuality... but that's pretty impossible to speculate, and you'd be the only one that would know.

Speaking as a random stranger on an internet forum, the most likely scenario would probably be you're just not attracted to him for whatever reason.

I thought I was bi for awhile...turns out I wasn't. Whatever. A few cocks sucked never hurt a guy, hehe.

quote:Originally posted by immersionwarning:

... with me just wondering if i have been absolutly insane for the past years and convinced myself i am madly attracted to men... I am feeling guilty and grossed out?

... does anybody know any people that were homosexuals and then reverted to heterosexuality...

maybe you just don't fancy this guy and your libido is in a trough

That is more likely than reverting to heterosexuality but reverting to heterosexuality does happen

You sound to me like the kind of person who says their gay just to get attention.

Why don't you just blow him? You might just be purely submissive.