Earlier I made a post about how my girlfriend had broken up with me. I went to her room and there was another guy passed out on her bed and even though she was only taking care of him because he was pretty much unconscious, I still flipped the fuck out because it's not right.

Anyway, after a huge argument, I kicked her door and broke my foot in two places. So, I'm dealing with a break up and a broken foot as a result of it and it's unbelievably embarrassing. I've been telling people I got into a car accident. So, safe to say this is literally the most painful break up I've ever dealt with.

A few hours later, I found out that a family friend was murdered.

So, I pretty much hate my life and I thought that things couldn't possibly get any worse but I was wrong.

Last night, I find out that there's a coke dealer on campus with a regular supply, so, considering everything that has happened to me in the past couple days, I think I deserve to indulge a little. But, just as luck would have it, the coke dealer ends up being the guy that was passed out in her bed!



I hate life, I hate being on a small campus, I hate this city, I hate everyone I know. I'm going to transfer to Rutgers in the spring if I can, maybe life will get better in a new setting surrounded by people I don't know.

rutgers huh...where are you now?

Rat on the coke-dealer guy?

Although, him passed out on her bed with her in the room might be perfectly innocent. It would be worse if she was passed out on the bed with him in the room.

Good luck with a new life though =]

I go to a small private school in Syracuse, NY...Rutgers is nice because I could save some money and get pretty far away from here.

well if you go to the new brunswick campus (which has the best ciriculum and professors) make sure you wrap it up, don't want the rutgers strain of herpes or whatever it is.

sorry, that's what i say to all my friends who go there. better safe than infected!

The flying spaghetti monster hates you lol

I don't recommend ratting the guy out. What I do recommend is this: god doesn't play around with coincedence, when he does shit like this, he's either protecting you or trying to say something to you.

When I say god, I only mean fate, or the silly math of the world. When it comes down to you're getting your coke from the guy that's fucking the girl, you have to know there is something metaphysically undermining your every move.

I suggest you think about this long and hard, and hopefully under sedation, you'll see the light.

-Selah

Isnt it Rudgers? like with a d instead of a t? Helen fisher goes there, yup.

Way to overreact, buddy. If my boyfriend broke up with me because I was taking care of a drunk friend, I wouldn't even know what to say that's so retarded.

I am sorry about your family friend though.

I think the lesson you should take from this is to control your anger. You could have said "Baby, I know you were just taking care of your friend, but it makes me really uncomfortable if he's in your bed. Throw him on the couch next time!" and your girl would have said "Aw, I'm sorry, I didn't think about it, I was just taking care of him. But next time, I'll throw him on the couch!"

And then you could have left it at that.

Well i really dont see how any of this makes you white trash? If anything it just makes you seem like a jealous dumb fuck. I mean yea if a guy was passed out on my girlfriends bed id be upset(if he was just sleeping not passed out from drugs/alcohol id be furious) but thats no reason to break up unless you felt she cheated on you. As for the coke dealer dont get it from him and DEFINATLY DO NOT RAT him out. Drug dealers are not friendly people and most would fucking kill you if you ratted. I used to sell weed and had anyoneratted me i would have slit their throat in an instant because im not going to jail or if i am im getting revenge on the fuck that put me there. And considering hes selling yayo he probaly more likely to fuck you up because hes risking alot not to mention he probably makes good pay.

I didn't overreact, I wasn't acting like a jealous overbearing boyfriend.

We had been having problems for some time, that was the 4th night in a row she had ditched me to go out drinking, and she was the one who broke up with me. She said she didn't cheat on me, but after meeting him she changed her mind about our relationship and although wasn't hooking up with him, really wanted to take care of him.

So, whether she is fucking him or not, there is some kind of emotional bond there which in my eyes isn't a whole lot different from cheating.

And I know I sound like a hypocrite because here I am talking about doing coke, but I seriously am not a regular drug user. It's so rare that I indulge, I don't smoke, I rarely drink, I don't party a whole lot...just when I do I go all out.

I feel like white trash because she left me for a fucking coke dealer, the lowest of the fucking low.

My husband's friend's wife cheated on him with a cocaine dealer and got pregnant by him. Then the coke dealer got busted and went to prison and she came crawling back to her husband...Who took her back! So now he's raising the drug dealer's son and still living with his whore wife.

Oh well then sorry for my mean comments and dont feel bad. Trust me i know coke dealers its not hard to see why a girl would leave a guy for a coke dealer so dont feel bad. One theres the whole bad guy factor, two theres the whole LOTS OF MONEY factor, three theres the asshole factor(most coke dealers are nice to girls but not to nice and girls like the assholes), four theres the whole money thing again coke dealer means unless he got lucky hes probably come up from selling weed so hes not to small of a dealer making pretty decent money, plus the whole fact that america is making drug dealers and thugs out to be cool people which is stupid. I mean selling drugs was awesome and fun times because i could hang out when ever and bought food for everyone and just always fun times plus free weed but its nothing to be glorified.

Sucks but dont feel bad about it if anything you should think of her as white trash. Shes the dumb bitch that left you for some peice of shit coke dealer.

quote:Originally posted by Xiao Mei:

My husband's friend's wife cheated on him with a cocaine dealer and got pregnant by him. Then the coke dealer got busted and went to prison and she came crawling back to her husband...Who took her back! So now he's raising the drug dealer's son and still living with his whore wife.

Wow your forgiving of other people, though I see your point....

What's he going to do when the dealer gets out?

Sick_Boy- What if you walked into your boyfriends room and there was a woman who was passed out drunk on his bed? He didnt overreact at all, in fact he kept his cool, alot of guys would have smashed that fuck up in his sleep and ran his pockets! lol

syracuse ftw

I live in buffalo

Those fucking bills better win this weekend

quote:Originally posted by Cpt.Winters:

syracuse ftw

I live in buffalo

Those fucking bills better win this weekend

i never cared for football, or sports in general, and with the way that syracuse football has been going lately it's embarrassing to be from here.

syracuse basketball ftw

quote:Originally posted by The Duke:

I don't recommend ratting the guy out. What I do recommend is this: god doesn't play around with coincedence, when he does shit like this, he's either protecting you or trying to say something to you.

When I say god, I only mean fate, or the silly math of the world. When it comes down to you're getting your coke from the guy that's fucking the girl, you have to know there is something metaphysically undermining your every move.

I suggest you think about this long and hard, and hopefully under sedation, you'll see the light.

-Selah

God's a crock of shit. I am by no means atheist, but he doesn't deliver when I talk to him I prayed not to get injured in my football game, and like 5 plays into it I hurt my God damned ankle. SHOW YOUR SELF GOD

"It's only after you've lost everything that you're free to do anything." - Tyler Durden, "Fight Club"

quote:Originally posted by fullcircle:

The flying spaghetti monster hates you lol

sounds like you're as consistently smashed as I am these days.

I LIKE IT!

If your lifes so bad, why not rob the coke dealer, plant some on your ex girlfriend, do the rest for your pain. Your girl will get kicked out of school, the coke dealer won't have a source of income for school. Oh shit he's gone too. Problem solved.

quote:Originally posted by soro_one:

If your lifes so bad, why not rob the coke dealer, plant some on your ex girlfriend, do the rest for your pain. Your girl will get kicked out of school, the coke dealer won't have a source of income for school. Oh shit he's gone too. Problem solved.

I've thought about narcing on the dealer, but have decided against it.

1) It's too dangerous. He's a coke dealer for crying out loud!

2) She is ruining her reputation. The entire cross country team (the girls at least) think that she is "questionable"....the girls that told me this are the ones who she thinks are her friends.

3) I've seen the way she drinks. If she starts hooking up with a coke dealer, it's only a matter of time before she tries coke. And since she has a bit of an alcohol problem, she definitely won't be able to handle coke. I fucking hope she stays with this crowd and becomes a junkie.



Plus, I'm not as bitter as I was a couple of days ago. Don't get me wrong, it's still hard, but knowing that nobody on her team takes her seriously and everyone agrees with me is making me feel a lot better.

If you love her do everything you can to keep her, if not let her try coke, get hooked, she will probably be doing degrading acts for money after her addiction is finally kickin. I could see her working in a strip club doing lines off some guys cock if she starts with the powder.

Write a book about it.

I'd buy one.

So you broke your foot, your friend died, and some drunk left you.

1. You broke YOUR foot, forgive yerself for being a moron, get over it.

2. People die: be sad, cry, get over it.

3. Drunks are shit to deal with, be glad.

Sucks to deal with shit in real life...but really, turning your face into a snowplow isn't going to help.

quote:Originally posted by Hexadecimal:

So you broke your foot, your friend died, and some drunk left you.

1. You broke YOUR foot, forgive yerself for being a moron, get over it.

2. People die: be sad, cry, get over it.

3. Drunks are shit to deal with, be glad.

Sucks to deal with shit in real life...but really, turning your face into a snowplow isn't going to help.

This mother fucker has his head on straight.

quote:Originally posted by soro_one:

If your lifes so bad, why not rob the coke dealer, plant some on your ex girlfriend, do the rest for your pain. Your girl will get kicked out of school, the coke dealer won't have a source of income for school. Oh shit he's gone too. Problem solved.

Until said drug dealer finds out it was you and comes and fucking shoots you. Drug dealers are NOT FRIENDLY PEOPLE, you know how in the movies all the bad guys end up killing/try to kill the narc or guy that just jacked them? That shit isnt just in the movies people some of what you see on tv is real life. If you fuck over a drug dealer you will get killed. I ALMOST killed one of my homies for that reason, hes lucky he was a homie or i would have killed him because hes the reason i had to quit selling because he fucked my business so bad it wasnt worth the risk, i was so damn close to just shooting him but luckily he was not only a homie but my older brothers best friend so yea. Drug dealers are not friendly people they like their money, they like their job and they like staying free and will kill or have someone else kill you if you narc.

And if you really did love the girl you'd at least get her away from that kinda guy or try. Trust me you dont really wish that on her, she fucked you over but barly anyone deserves to be let turned into a junkie.

quote:Originally posted by RedWasp:

Write a book about it.

I'd buy one.

I've actually thought about it, I'm a huge fan of Bret Easton Ellis and if my lifestyle was a little bit more extreme maybe I could write something that could compare to his work, minus the literary talent and the fact that my novels most likely wouldn't contain all the homosexuality.

I have so many college experiences that sound like they came out of a movie, I'm just not sure how to incorporate everything into a cohesive storyline.

the more i think about it, a book isn't a bad idea....

i know it sounds pathetic, but writing could be cathartic and i'd probably be too embarrassed to show it to anyone anyway.

yes. i'm going to re-read less than zero or something tonight

Yeah, get the hell out of Syracuse. That's the only thing that keeps me going is knowing I'll hopefully be out of this craphole soon.

quote:Originally posted by Dutch Master:

Yeah, get the hell out of Syracuse. That's the only thing that keeps me going is knowing I'll hopefully be out of this craphole soon.

I don't know where to go though. I can't afford a major city right now, because I was originally considering Fordham in NYC but goddamn the $$$.

I don't want to leave the Northeast either, I hate everywhere else in the country. The people are so different.

The BRONX!!!!! DO IT!!!!!! I guarantee you will be able to clear your head in NYC!!!

quote:Originally posted by fullcircle:

The flying spaghetti monster hates you lol

ALL PRAISE OUR GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tranfer to Vassar...

quote:Originally posted by The Duke:

I don't recommend ratting the guy out. What I do recommend is this: god doesn't play around with coincedence, when he does shit like this, he's either protecting you or trying to say something to you.

When I say god, I only mean fate, or the silly math of the world. When it comes down to you're getting your coke from the guy that's fucking the girl, you have to know there is something metaphysically undermining your every move.

I suggest you think about this long and hard, and hopefully under sedation, you'll see the light.

-Selah



Oh for FUCKS SAKE! Stop with the GOD shit. God doesnt fucking exist. You'd be a hard push to call it fate...its more likely coincidence...and time "casanova" learned a lesson.

Lesson 1

Stop going out with untrustworthy little sluts

Lesson 2

Stop taking coke

Lesson 3

cheer the fuck up emokid!

EDIT: Oh yeah and you are white trash. Go hang yourself.

[This message has been edited by sikkoabbadon (edited 09-30-2006).]

1. Quit doing coke.

2. Start doing weed.

3. Through potsmoking, meet a much better class of women!

quote:Originally posted by AEnemia:

1. Quit doing coke.

2. Start doing weed.

3. Through potsmoking, meet a much better class of women!



...no.

In my social life, I keep my drug use on the DL. And, I do it very rarely. I would never date a girl who does drugs, I just think it's dirty...I know that's hypocritical but I can't help it.