so, the last month when I was homeless and had no mney girls were really easy to come by. Now that I have a new job, a place, and a car. It seems like there aren't as many girls around and those that are we are just friends.

The girls I was messing around with just don't want to hang out, Im fine with that. Its not a big deal, It's just I miss having a girl around to cuddle with. and watch movies, and go to dinner with, hang out with after work, take pictures with, and stuff.

I know girls, thats not the problem, its just they aren't the kind of girls that I want to have relationships like that with. Also, I like older women, late 20a, early 30s. Its kinda hard to find that crowd, and when I do they don't want a relationship.

So, where do I find these girls? In Chicago, I remember this one girl and we were chilling and everyone was in their 30s, and she told me if only I were twenty, now I am almost 21 and I can't figure out where I find them.

GAH.