tHERE's this girl I may love. Might be the alcohol. Not sure now. But I don;t know, I guess I'm man enough to admit I'm a but scared and don't know what to do. SO ... any advi=ce??? By the way. BLACK METAL IST KRIEG by Nargaroth is awrsome. Oh yeah, by the wya she probably wont gfo for me. I'm kind of rough on the edges while she's described as "real polished"....

like fuck man, Why am I so god damn different!!? Man no one can fuckign relate to me why the fuck am I SO DIFFERENT>!!?!? No one coudl ever uinderstand. Have I Just been perma fucked over or what!?

shit man... it's reallt fucked they just don't get it man. I think I need some serious fuckin g help here.

Have another drink!