This is shitty. We broke up before, and it was really hard... so we got back together two days later.

But we just broke up about half an hour ago, and now I'm sat inside playing Phantasy Star IV. It just feels so... pointless. I wanted to break up, but it all still feels dull and shit now.

Screw it, I'm sure you guys don't want me moaning about this kind of stuff...

Hey man i just split with my girl of a year and a half myself. what you gotta do is not sit at home playing computer games, but get out there and see your friends. keep yourself busy. it will get easier.

That's a good idea.

Thing is... I have no friends. *sad and alone*

Well, I'm getting some weed tomorrow...

Just outta curiosity, why did you guys break up?

We've all been there. Don't sit around feeling sorry for yourself. Get up, live, and move on.

These past few weeks for me have been hell b/c my girl and I just had a really bad ending. I've had more rage then I've ever had recently... and I'm clinically depressed, so suicide has been on my mind, but I know its not worth it just b/c of her. My friends... the ones i really care about that is... have helped me out a lot. The weed helps too. And then theres the exacto knives, which i introduced to my upper left arm last night.

And for all of you who are wondering what happened... well she started becoming more and more secluded and when i tried talkina bout it she would get mad. So 1 day I told her i was pissed off at her, she said some really nasty shit to me. I didnt talk to her for a week, and i started talkin to her again on her birthday. We tried making up, didnt work, I got kinda mean, and she got even meaner... and I even hate seeing her screen name on my AIM b/l.

are you going to remove her from your b/l???

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That's a good idea.

Thing is... I have no friends. *sad and alone*

Well, I'm getting some weed tomorrow...



That's why I always tell my friends not to get so damn attached to girls to the point where they don't hang out with their friends anymore. Because when they break up, they have no one.

You learn from mistakes, I guess.

Actually, I probably wont for a while... just like i wont get rid of her pics or take her # out of my fone. Not facing the problem makes it better sometimes. Once i'm feeling a lil better I will get rid off all of that shit.

Hey man...last year my girlfriend and I broke up after 2 years...it took ALL fucking summer to finally come to an end...we were on again off again for 3 months...what really made everything better for me was totally getting away from everything that reminded me of her. I felt a lot of bitter hatred for her, I lost my friends and my self esteem, and in the end...your friends will be there for you...I'm sure you have someone...call them and tell them whats going on...tell them you need someone to hang out with and talk about everything with. I was lucky when mine finally ended, I told my girlfriend that I was going out for awhile and I went to a party at my best friends house and she called me on my cell and was like "It's over..." and I was like "good!" I had been drinkin lots o beer and was havin a great time, I told my best friend right away and he was there to support me. But I was surrounded by friends and fun and I really didn't care. The worst thing you could do at this point is try to be friends with her...that never works...you will feel jealousy and resentment towards each other and you will not have time to ever get over her. I talk to my ex now every now and then and we get along just fine, we have both moved on and I am happy for her that she is in a good situation, so try just getting away, its going to hurt for awhile but remember that the pain will always go away and you always have the future to look forward too..

And to STORMofDEATH...thats really shitty...but you are right, suicide is not the answer to anything. I can't really say exacto knives are either. Instead of cutting yourself, try cutting a bar of soap into something or getting a punching bag it widdlin a stick