I was out at the airport here in Rockford having a cigar. After awhile I had the cigar down to about an inch, and decided to see what it felt like to put the fucker out on sensitive skin. I burned my leg with the damned thing, the pain was excruciating, but I noticed that after a few seconds I got an erection. Now, I've always known that I was sadistic, but it took that to find out I was masochistic...odd. Anyone else do something stupid like that and find something interesting out?

There are lots of people who are into self injury, not all for sexual stimulation though. A lot of the time it is to cope with anxiety, stress or depression/bi-polar disorders. It is also very addictive to certain personalities...im not preaching against it, just opening minds

I used to keep chasing girls that consistently played me or had no real interest in me, but I am past that phase now. I guess that means I am not a masochist anymore.

Goddamn, Hex, goddamn.

And it's been suggested to me by two people now that I must enjoy pain, or something, because I tend to lose my mind over that whole matter of mine; if you don't know what I'm referring to, I'm not going to post about it again, so..yeah.

But I don't fucking enjoy it. It's costing me my fucking sanity here.

(Uh oh, asshole IR is back; today, I put so much effort into my posts, but now, the words aren't coming anymore..that's sad. I thought I could really change. Oh well, I guess, easy come, easy go)

I used to cut and burn myself every now and then a couple of years ago when I was going through a shitty stage. Kinda gave me a rush that I miss. Never sexually stimulated me though, I'm more of a sadist/dom.

^^^1001th post^^^ w00t!!!

[This message has been edited by Little Pea (edited 05-16-2004).]

wait...i sometimes read posts by carbonb, mrman, and gustave...does that count?

quote:Originally posted by Easy Going:

I used to keep chasing girls that consistently played me or had no real interest in me, but I am past that phase now. I guess that means I am not a masochist anymore.

You're an idiot.. Look up the meaning of words before you talk.

^^^he knows the goddamn meaning of the word. He's just warping the deffinition by making it mean emotional pain instead of phisical, duh.

quote:Originally posted by Easy Going:

wait...i sometimes read posts by carbonb, mrman, and gustave...does that count?

Ouch, in with that crowd in your mind, eh?

Well, I have only one thing to say... THUNDER DOME!!

quote:Originally posted by [G-Prime]:

You're an idiot.. Look up the meaning of words before you talk.

LOL...You can't get a joke and I'm the idiot? Just fuck off.

And Gus, your posts are not nearly that bad, but there are so damn many of them it's like Chinese water torture.

quote:Originally posted by Easy Going:

And Gus, your posts are not nearly that bad, but there are so damn many of them it's like Chinese water torture.

Just be happy that CarbonB or Mr. Man doesn't have the constitution that I've got...

I read this stupid post. Then found out you were an idiot... Does that apply?

^only if it got you hard