Sorry, i just am kinda sad and moapy.

I watched a bunch of chick flicks, 3 weddings and a funeral, about a boy, and somethings got to give, and a few others. now im all sad. I really want to find the percect girl, and i feel shes right in front of me but i just dont know where to look. I really want to find someone who i want to spend the rest of my life with. I dont want to get married but i want to love someone and feel love back. sure i love my family but I want real love, love that can never be torn down.

Im a good guy, if a girl asks for something i try to do it, i jsut well i havent had a great past, most of the girls i have dated have cheated on me. It fucking pissed me off and now im all paranoid, and i dont want to get close cause im afraid ill get hurt.

It just in the last 4 or 5 months I have felt that i needed to find someone who i can love with that I love. Like a a girl that can be my best friend and I want to console her and i want her to console me when i need it. Someone i feel that i can cry in their arms, and they in mine. Like my sidekick, someone I cant live with out.

My grandma got cancer this month and i have been living with her, she is really sad and talks about ym grandpa alot, he died a long time agoi and it makes me sad, like i need to find someone quick before i die. I want the love that my grandma and grandpa had. No one in my family stayed to gether, and my life has been shit since my parents split 8 years ago. My uncle and aunt spilt too. I hated it, Thats why i dont want to get married.

I know ill find it but i want it now. It keeps me awake sometimes. I keep all my emotions in and i just need to release them.

I DONT KNOW. i dont really have a strict list of what i want i just want someone who loves me. the only thing is she cant be like big fat, and she cant be totaly ugly.

GOD IM SO FUCKING SAD>

AMEN!!! PREACH IT BROTHA BUSHY!!!

Bushy, I think you just described about every man who has no woman in the world . . . congratulations! And good luck with the women

dude, never EVER watch chick flicks when you're feeling down, especially about your love life ... it just makes you even more depressed and pointless. anywho, i kinda feel the same way, it's like, yeah i'm 16 (yes that is a bit young) but then i'm feeling like, running out of time (even tho maybe i'm not, but then you never know when the world's gonna end or you're gonna die).

it's starting to feel like it'll never happen, maybe cuz my parents divorced when i was like five and never speak, and maybe it's because my two best friends (they're brother and sister btw) are both in these amazing relationships and i'm feeling left out (the brother recently proposed to his gf too), maybe it's a social loss but i don't know ... i understand how you feel and totally agree with what you say, feeling kind of mopey myself...

For awhile, I thought I wanted myself to die.

In reality, I want everyone else to die!!

Well, not really. But shit's depressing for the heart right now for me, too. Sympathies, bushmaster, sympathies. You too, satan seraph.

How old are you? People under 18 shouldn't be getting into "love", in my opinion. Enjoy life and be lusty.

im 18 .

quote:Originally posted by bushy:

Sorry, i just am kinda sad and moapy.

I really want to find the percect girl, and i feel shes right in front of me but i just dont know where to look. I really want to find someone who i want to spend the rest of my life with. I dont want to get married but i want to love someone and feel love back. sure i love my family but I want real love, love that can never be torn down.

It just in the last 4 or 5 months I have felt that i needed to find someone who i can love with that I love. Like a a girl that can be my best friend and I want to console her and i want her to console me when i need it. Someone i feel that i can cry in their arms, and they in mine. Like my sidekick, someone I cant live with out.

I know ill find it but i want it now. It keeps me awake sometimes. I keep all my emotions in and i just need to release them.

I DONT KNOW. i dont really have a strict list of what i want i just want someone who loves me. the only thing is she cant be like big fat, and she cant be totaly ugly.

GOD IM SO FUCKING SAD>

i think u just summed it up, thts basically how im feelin at the mo too

What the hell are you doing watching chick flicks? You deserve a swift kick in the face for that.

Bunch of depressed guys. I feel all your pain, for I am tortured by something as well.

Women: can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em.

The way I look at it though, I will just go with the flow, and if shit gets fucked up, I will act accordingly. No need to worry about whats to come, if you can't control it.

Life is hard sometimes, but I love it.

I know what you mean Infared, sometimes I feel like shit, and want it all to go away, like its my fault, and then I realize, its the people in my life that make it suck.

Fucking people suck.

quote:Originally posted by stupid noob:

Bunch of depressed guys. I feel all your pain, for I am tortured by something as well.

Women: can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em.

The way I look at it though, I will just go with the flow, and if shit gets fucked up, I will act accordingly. No need to worry about whats to come, if you can't control it.

Life is hard sometimes, but I love it.

I know what you mean Infared, sometimes I feel like shit, and want it all to go away, like its my fault, and then I realize, its the people in my life that make it suck.

Fucking people suck.



*ahem* i'm a chick but i have the same view on guys "can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em" oh well, life sucks and then you move on. it's the moving on that takes forever.