 Hurt Feelings
Do some people do this, for fun? Does it in some way, turn them on?
Someone can like someone so much, say the nicest things, be the nicest guy to them, and in return, they make you feel like shit by what they do or act. One minute, acting like the perfect girl, what your mind could only piece together in thoughts, but then the next minute a total bitch, ignoring you, avoiding you, but then, wants to talk to you so baddly?
do some people have a hard time expressing feelings? in some cases keeping feelings in so long that once they are known they are useless. a girl not telling her highschool sweetheart that in actuallity, he means the world to her everyday, though it may not seem like it.
WHY cant people freely express their feelings in an honest way? are people incapable of being honest? It isnt that hard, matter of fact, its simple. There'd be a lot less hurt in the world, and would save people time.
feels as if all my life (im 19) i've been overlooked by every female i've ever liked. i've never had a real g/f. had those g/f's in middle school, but in those days i didnt really try to talk to girls so we'd only talk on the phone or at school, never see eachother out of school. matter of fact i dont have a real problem getting "pussy", i could probably go out and fuck a girl every friday night if i wanted to, but i choose not too. i need that feeling of actually being loved and cared for by someone else to actually complete me.
seems as if, as of now, im just a misplaced puzzle piece that'll never be used in this puzzle of love. yea it brings me down, but not that much. i know i'll eventually find someone, but seems as if im missing out waiting that long.
*shrugs shoulders*
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2004-03-24, 13:20
