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2004-03-21, 05:22

WristSlitter WristSlitter is offline

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Hold on or let go?

Someone help me out here... i don't know what to do.

There's a girl who i dated about a year ago, she was my frist girlfriend. Before her i thought being with someone was stupid and completely unnessicery. The times we had together were so great, she was such a drug to me. But someone from her past came back. She forgot about me, i couldn't stand this. We fought, i threw everything she said back into her face, we stopped talking altogether, i had thought i had moved on. Now we're talking again. The way i felt came back. She's still with this guy; she's devoted to this guy. This guy lives where she used to, a thousand miles away, but she's devoted none the less. I have about a year and a half before we both finish highschool and before she leaves, never to be seen by me again.

I would bleed myself dry for her, even if it were for her to notice how i feel. Should i do something to redeem myself and go against something i don't think i can win at?

2004-03-21, 05:30

DeAtHsTyLe DeAtHsTyLe is offline

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Re: Hold on or let go?

Take comfort in food. Eat till you can eat no more then keep eating. You'll feel better and you won't have girl problems.

2004-03-21, 05:39

Lazzaro

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Re: Hold on or let go?

Don't trying a battle you have already lost. Just let her go no sense on holding on to something that's been gone for a year. You thew everything she said back at her so that right there fucked you over.

Fuck now I'm thinking about a girl like this that I know. Just let her go its the best thiing you can do and force yourself to forget about her even if you have to yell at her for her to leave you completely. I'm not strong enough to do that no matter how much we talk I can't find it in me to do so. Hopefully you can find it in you, it'll be the hardest thing to do but if you can, you will do it.