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and thus silence again where once was great confusion, a question having gone unasked requires no answer. Alack in answer leaving one in constant wonder, and therefore occupied for the time.

Returns again in futile questions of why and is this right? knowing that their is no such thing.

Returns again in self disdain, somehow finding solice in self loathing and lust. Looking towards the outcome you forsee and saying the future is for another and throwing up your hands in frustration retire a while.

Retire to sit, sit and stew.

To dream of what could have been secure in the knowledge that it never was or will be.



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Dude...I know that feeling...Sucks don't it?!

I heard a great philosophy on life a few years ago...changed my life.

"A cautious man will live safely...But only an adventurous man will truly live!"

Take the chance...Tell her how you feel.

If she shoots you down, get back up and go find another broad to take the pain away!

Seeing as you're leaving sooner or later, what does it matter if you get a negative answer from a girl?!

There's my advice...Take it or leave it!

Good luck man!

i appreciate the thought thanks...... of course the trick could be just to stop thinking. if only everyone belong to everyone else i wouldnt be having this problem. stupid Huxley......... and a negative answer would suck cause then i dont know if i could still be her freind, well i would probably after a little while, but i guess thems the wagers at this fools table.



Sorry i had to take it down i couldnt just leave that kind of stuff floating around like that.

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