I said I wouldn't do it, but I did it. I hate myself.

1 ) She was a Northern Suburbs dole mum (shudder) who didn't take proper care of her kid and took drugs and tried to bang me and god knows how many other guys in front of it.

2 ) I didn't get a take-home, just got a major sesh raged because I didn't go all the way, just did head and hand. But I had to do it about fifteen fucking times.

3 ) She might have scrubbed up alright, but jesus young mothers look bad naked. Too bad to pretend I want to bone her.

4 ) I still can't find a bag for sale and she's getting two free lbs this weekend

5 ) I don't like her, but I won't get a damn thing from her unless I fuck her next time. And she won't use rubbers.

Somebody... anybody... just give me some fucking help here. What the fuck should I do? How the fuck should I feel? I think I've really fucked myself over this time...

quote:Originally posted by Trippy_McGee:

I said I wouldn't do it, but I did it. I hate myself.

1 ) She was a Northern Suburbs dole mum (shudder) who didn't take proper care of her kid and took drugs and tried to bang me and god knows how many other guys in front of it.

2 ) I didn't get a take-home, just got a major sesh raged because I didn't go all the way, just did head and hand. But I had to do it about fifteen fucking times.

3 ) She might have scrubbed up alright, but jesus young mothers look bad naked. Too bad to pretend I want to bone her.

4 ) I still can't find a bag for sale and she's getting two free lbs this weekend

5 ) I don't like her, but I won't get a damn thing from her unless I fuck her next time. And she won't use rubbers.

Somebody... anybody... just give me some fucking help here. What the fuck should I do? How the fuck should I feel? I think I've really fucked myself over this time...

Hmm... George Carlin said something about not screwing some politician's wife with a stolen dick... I suggest you steal a dick. Or a 10-foot pole. Whatever.

Seriously, though, just forget about. Weed is not worth that kinda degradation, never mind all the VDs she probably has lined up just for you.

Find a new dealer, she isn't worth it. Surely you can get weed elsewhere?

As for how you should feel ... well, you said you hate yourself right now.

Maybe some self-loathing will motivate you to get away from that bitch.

Over 500m in busts in the last two months.

The only weed left is in the ghetto (in tha ghetttoooooo).

So, you're saying, you knew others, but now, things are different?

Fuuuuuuck trippy, fuck her with a rubber. If she says "no" slap the bitch and say " youze gettin' tha dick, aintcha bitch, now howza bout dat dank you got in yo' trunk, beeyatch"

DRUGS ARE NOT WORTH THAT

then again, i've never been in your situation.. i've never yet had a shortage of drugs

Don't do it. Just forget about her. God...trying to fuck you in front of a kid is just wrong (as though everything else she does isn't). You should just stay away.

With regards to how you should feel, try not to feel too horrible. I can understand that you probably feel remorseful of your actions, but there is nothing you can do about what you have done. I can understand then position you are in, having no weed and when you want something so badly, we stoop to low levels. Most people, given your situation would have done the same. Not wanting to go back and fuck her to get weed is a good thing. It shows that you understand that your actions were ones you regret, and you have learned from it. Everyone makes mistakes, its not a big deal as long as you learn from them.

I'm sure there are other drugs you can do that you can get a hold of. No weed, no matter how good, is worth that. Truthfully, if it makes you this unhappy, no drug is worth it at all.

I dont know that I wrote that too well, but I really hope you feel better. You're a good person and you dont need to feel bad about yourself.

Any chance of just taking it when she isn't looking? She must have to go to the loo at some point. At this stage, ethics are kind of all mixed up. I think, considering the circumstances, just taking it is the honorable thing to do.

I still feel your pain.

Of course I've been taking it, I'm not stupid.

*cries on cindy's shoulder*

Dude, your dick is mine. You're not allowed to fuck her. End of story.

If you had weed I'd be hopelessly in love, Suz.

I am currently stoned for the first time in my life, after ten years of trying. Must've been getting schwag all those years. This is "high"ly enjoyable (hahahaha!).

However, it definitely isn't worth giving up your dignity for.

WHOOOOOORE!

Tell her you want to fuck her arse & cum in her mouth then piss on her...if she says no then tell her thats all your willing to do...