Well. Yep this relates back to my two prvious topics.

It's becoming harder to relate to her. We used to be able to understand everything. It's really hard losing your best friend you know. None of us believed anybody that seen this coming.

Even her cousin who I am best friends with said "staying friends after a break up or what you have gone through is not possible".

I'm starting to believe this is true. It scares me though. Is this a challange I have to face?

What the hell am I supposed to do? I'm lost in nothingness.

Most of the time, it is impossible to be friends after a breakup. And even if you do remain friends, it will always be weird. My last girlfriend wanted to "be friends" but shit, with everything that happened, i never wanna hear her voice again, let alone see her.