The girl which was a good friend of mine for nearly two years..and I finally got in a relationship a few monnths ago. I've loved her for the longest time, and she feels the same..I've always been so jealous, needy, and insecure about losing her. But late last night and today..I feel like I dont care at all. Nothing has changed on her part..but she knows somethings up with me. And I explained the feeling..kinda. I said "today I just feel bored with everyone, I feel every conversation is boring". Which didnt do the feeling justice. I can honestly say if she dumped me, my friends started hating me, and my family left me..I wouldnt care.

What the hell? I dread talking to her on the phone, or any friend for that matter..writing letters, or e-mails..or hanging out..just makes me feel like "shit, do I gotta?".

WHY?!?!

Do I just need to get away for a while? Take a vacation? I just don't understand.

My temperament took such a drastic turn.

I'm old school, and I believe that "they" come up with a fucking medical term to conveniently categorize any and every type of behavior known to mankind but it sounds like depression or what they term bi-polar nowadays. If it's nothing you can attribute directly to your surroundings or daily experiences, it could be a chemical imbalance making you feel this way. It's the first thing that comes to mind anyway.

-Extant

man all u need is a little weed and u will be soooo much better. i quit over 4 months ago and i kno it would make u feel better. it always does. dont worry about habbit forming. its doesnt have any nicotine and you can be come mentaly dependent on it if your smokeit for years. i did it for about a half a year and it was alot 2 and i am jsut fine now

Take up some hobbies. I bet if you did split with her you'd feel like shit

Dammit. She started crying and asked me to promise I wont just get bored in a week, or month, or more, and just call it quits. I couldnt promise that. WTF?! Loving very much to not caring over night..I just do not get it. Anymore?

Its called SSRI's bro (Prozac). Dont worry, 30 million americans have been there.

it has happend to me to, and it passes, wel , most of the time

I get that all the time. It passes within a week or two, or a few hours.

You know that somehwere in your confused mind. You really do love her, and you would care if your friends didn't like you anymore. Just get away or something, somedays I do, and it works out fine in the end.

quote:Originally posted by hi_fi:

i am jsut fine now

Yes.

I actually feel like this a lot, I mean, especially recently. Yea, just hold on tight and it'll pass over. Relax.