I stand in the middle of the universe, surrounded by people doing the things they want to do, finding their niche. Everyday I see these people take steps towards their future, becoming the person they want to be. As the days flow by I noticed everyone passing me, all I can do is stand still while other progress. I try to grip on to anyone I can but they slip from my hands. I try to scream �Take me with you,� but the sound doesn�t come out. I scream and I scream but only in vain, I cannot be heard because I don�t belong. I am non-existent on the path that they take. I stay only for comfort, and fear of the path that I must take alone. Only I�m already on my own path, but I refuse to believe it. I want to be with my friends, why can�t I be like them, why can�t my voice be heard? I want a normal life, but normal life doesn�t want me.
I know that I don�t have the strength to walk this path alone, but if I don�t start soon my life will be filled with misery. What is going to happen to me I don�t know but I know I have to do something soon. Everyday my soul dies a little more, soon it will be gone and it will be over. My life will become mapped out like some many lives before mine. This could be the end or the beginning.
~Adam The Gale~