(stoned at the time)- it went something like this:

i'm so sick of jamming all these feelings down inside
desperately depressing, loving but hiding
seeing you for the last time was the hardest
tripping over my toes, holdin in words i sowed to harvest
daily i perform a task to keep my mouth shut
i put on this mask not to ruin my luck
how'd i even get this fuckin far?
i came from nothing
middle school i was shit
then, rocketship blast off..
ninth grade, oh hey all of a sudden bitches gonna say they know me
they got something they need help with on their homework, or in the other empty room ta show me
a life like that done fucked my head up
thats why transitions got me all shook
i wanna be your friend, but first i wanted to be your lover
how am i ever to decipher what i'm to do here?
medications got it so i dont even live here
(into an eminem style, off-beat, word-toss type, like in a blaze battle)just an empty shell, with a doorbell
but when you ring, thats the thing, my ass aint never getting into gear
so who knows who was talkin to you
potentially kissing your ass
being all friendly to you when you got the boo-hoos
from the rich accountin jews
bangin you, smokin and tokin you
oh, thats right you smoked them, sux to be you
now you got me all angry, i can't believe i thought about a relasionship like that
your shady ass would have ended up just like the cat
roadkill if ya know what i mean
god, aren't these rages i get into scary?
bitch don't make me scream!