the other night i did a lot of meth, and when i settled down in pitch blackness i had sort of a lucid dream, but i was still half awake and aware of my surroundings. i'll post the vision:

i was in an empty room in some building i've never seen, and i smoked some crank. after that i became god, mostly in a sense that i had total control over all reality, and that nothing could challenge my infallibility. i then saw earth from a view in space, and i wanted to destroy it all, but i couldn't bring myself to do it as long as this girl i love was still there, so i brought her to my side. after that i extended my hand and opened my palm, and the world melted down to nothing in a bright blue flash of light. i turned around and looked into space, and destroyed it all as well. it almost looked like glass shattering and being sucked into a black hole. from there everything was pitch black except for me and the girl. an eye started slowly opening in my forehead, and as it did the universe was rebuilt, but as i would have it instead of the way it was. i got the feeling it would be somewhat of a playground for us.

that's when i snapped out of it and realized i was in my room. i looked at the clock, it was 3 hours later. any insight or attempts at analysis would be greatly appreciated.

seems someone has some control issues....

Are you being picked on? This seems you have rage towards the world maybe your not excepted. You feel useless in your life this is your want to destroy all. Then what you destroyed comes back and all the inhabitants of the world will know you have total control over all. Or you were really fucked on that shit you don�t know who you were.

-kick ass

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-kick ass

Yes, i do have control issues, but nothing that would be considered obsessive.

No, i'm not picked on. Yes, i am not accepted, but more often "not good enough" in any given way. Yes i do feel useless on occasion. Yes i was really fucked beyond compare. I'm talking about most of a crank ball to myself.

my theory on this after speaking to a close friend? here goes...


The use of the drug represents inflated feelings of power when under the influence. My becoming infallible and all-important is a hidden desire. Wanting to destroy all, but not being able to do it without the girl (who is real, by the way) shows that i see her as the only thing worth saving. Recreating the univers symbolized a desire to start a new life with her, one where i could make it so neither of us want for anything.


keep in mind this is all just our theory, and i may be blinded by something unconscious, giving me an unclear analasys.

My theory is this:

You have some sort of either physical, mental, or emotional, addiction/obsession to something. You face ridicule related either directly or indirectly to this addiction/obsession. You wish you had the power to control this thing, but even if you did you're not sure if you're ready to let it go. Now the depression sets in and you can only imagine what life would be like without it. Personally I think the dream could be about the drug. Do you use it a lot? The depresseion could be the 'coming down'. Your thoughts?

physical and mental to meth. i've cut back severely since that night however. i face no ridicule, although i get minor disapproval from some of my friends. i have the power to control it, i have been for weeks. i was tweeked out every day, ending that just a little over a month before the dream. i doubt it has a lot to do with the drug, i think it's more about my own desires.

the woman could represent a delicate part of your life that keeps you in tune wiht yourself. If the woman is beutiful then mabye it is the sernity and love of life that keeps you from goign crazy and destroying your world. If its an ugly woman it could be as others have said an addiction to a part of life that destroys you and hides the reality of pain from you.

another way you can look at it is a woman in your life keeps you from killing yourself. Suicide ever think of it.

have you ever thoguht of killiing anyone?? yes. well mabye it is a person or object in your life that keeps you from doing it. They can mean anything but mostly dreams mean sexual things

i had a dream that i dyed my hair and one side was dark red the other blonde but falling back. I think this means that i look better wiht red hair than blonde. thats it

lolypop_pornstay is a dumb ugly bitch.