I remember your lap in the car.
You wore blue-jeans and a brown sweater.
I was lain on your lap that one last time.

I wonder sometimes if maybe I'm
unforgivable. I wonder if I can be saved.
I wonder sometimes if that time I slept
on your lap in the back seat
meant anything to any or all.

It meant a lot to me but fuck
so many things mean so
many things I can't
even begin to
comprehend.

We cooked hot dogs and ham
burgers and that's the last time
time time time time time.

It's a strange word
twovowels, two consonants
two minds.

I never meant to be a criminal.
Remember when? What I need is
a good something or other.

Defense?
Memories fail us.

The problem is that I still
can't let go of my own indiscretions.
I relive my late teens every day and

die for it every night.

It's the one thing I regret it's
the only thing I've never forgotten and
nobody probably understands
including you you you you you but

that doesn't stop it.

I once made an mp3-CD and gave it
to him with a hidden track.

Depeche Mode.
What a fucking farce, you know?

I fall apart every other day but every
memory of it keeps me put
together.

That makes me an ass
a complete ass given my current
consequence but I've been an ass for
decades.

Is it the weather? I don't know but

I do know memories. I do know
that which I miss. I know that which
I forsook.

You need to get that person back, who ever you're talking about.

[hijack]

Dear friend, Mr.toothlessjoe,
I must say I can't stand it no moe,

Ever since your moderator nomination,
You kept spamin' VG with 3rd grade literary creation,
Despite knowing Meta's proclamation,
That you'll never be a part of team-moderación,

So give it up, let go, your too lo...
your poems are shit, they'r cold...they don't flo..
Go back to HB, where everyone welcomes your troll,
And don't look back, and don't miss us all, cos truth be told,..
None of us, persona-del-intellectual, wants you here .... at all.....

sincerely yours, El Methematicoll...

[/hijack!]

Wow, two Depeche Mode references today, although you seem to be at odds with Gorloche's opinion of them.

I dig it though. It does linger a bit to long on the eyes, if you know what I mean.

Methie, don't you have anything better to do than preying on the unimpressed and bitter?

nah,...I'm just bitter Goroach didn't return/react to my email like 2weeks already...