Why does "magick" seem more and more like instinct or second nature the more I learn about it?

Why do expectations make it so hard to believe my results?

This is more rhetorical... but why do most religions including the "occult" seem to have similar ways of manipulating energy/the universe?

Armsmerchant: Ta chiru E'li? Ta kama marikesha? Do you have AIM, IRC, yahoo or some other chat program where we could chat sometime?

To answer your first question, robably this is becasue we all create our own reality all the time--most people just don't realize this. People who study various sorts of metaphysics know this, and become more efficient at creating a relaity which suits them--which, I suppose, falls under at least one definition of "magick."

Far as chatting goes, not feasible. I use library comps which lack a lot of useful programs for chatting and stuff, and I can't install anything. If you have a specific quesiton, just start a thread about it. If I can't answer your question, I am sure that someone else will be able to.

The more I mod this forum, the more impressed I am by the overall level of knowledge among the members.

So... the last question... you can't answer? (the one that isn't english)

Damnit

I guess my answer would be "Huh?", "Say whut?" or "WTF?"

Your choice.